Been a little while since I've written. The PC is back up and running so I have been on that more, and just haven't blogged. Had a little bit of stuff going on. I had another birthday, turned 35. Felt kind of bad about it since I felt neglected. My birthday fell very awkwardly this year, on a Sunday, which altered mail plans for gifts. I had a huge bank shortage that I had to borrow money from people for. Its not been a great time.
Don't get me wrong, I hate being as negative as I have been in my last several blogs, and I know there are a lot of people who have things much worse in the world than I do. I understand that and don't think I have the worst problems. I should just change all of the wording on the page, the descriptive stuff because it is not educational anymore, its just me bitching.
The day of turning 35 was not as bad as I anticipated. I spent some time with the family here, spent a lot of time on the phone talking about the new house with my mom and my sister, and spent some time online with friends.
My eating has been way out of control again/still. I'll do good for a little bit, and then fall right back into the bad stuff. Its frustrating especially when I feel like I have no control over it. I have been drinking more lately. One day a week heavily and occasionally during the week. I don't think that's been excessive, just trying to monitor it so it doesn't become excessive.
I have been posting links to this on twitter, but not facebook. As I gain followers like Holley on Twitter, and I have my family following me on FB I don't know if I should. I don't think people view it regardless, although my family might.
I was on board with my mother selling the house, until she had a buyer. Now I have mixed feelings. Then again I have mixed feelings about the house too.
I'll have to talk about the drama with my dad and my phone number on my birthday, but I'm tired right now. I'll write more soon.
